Friday, December 30, 2011
Inconsistency...
I'm so inconsistent. I say one thing, but do another. I play the Christian game sometimes pretending that everything is perfect and dandy in my like, but it isn't. I give into satan's lies so often and fall right back into old sin habits i made before I even knew the Lord. it's disheartening sometimes, and hurts so much. Often I find myself asking why am I back into it? Why am I having to learn the same lesson again? Why do I feel like once i'm coming out of a situation, I go right back into a new one? Sometime I don't know the answers, so I turn to myself to see how I can get out of it on my own. I turn to people to try and help me, but when in all actuality I should be turning to Christ. He has blessed me so much in my life and is continuing to bless me! I look at my past and see the person I was and I KNOW that I would never go back into that lifestyle. I am just struggling right now, and caught up in a sin that is being taken care of through Godly council and in my reliance of the Lord to take it away and get me through it. So all in all, I just need prayer right now. For victory, for patience and for trust. Until the pen meets the paper, Dylan.
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Love you Dylee! Praying for you! 2 Corinthians 4:7-12
ReplyDelete"7 But we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all-surpassing power is from God and not from us. 8 We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9 persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 10 We always carry around in our body the death of Jesus, so that the life of Jesus may also be revealed in our body. 11 For we who are alive are always being given over to death for Jesus’ sake, so that his life may also be revealed in our mortal body. 12 So then, death is at work in us, but life is at work in you."